Slanted and Disenchanted

It was a rather monotonous weekend around the house,trying to shake off the doldrums all weekend has proven itself fruitless...........maybe its due to the fact I think Ive slept a total of 6 hours all weekend.....NOT GOOD, I feel like a zombie......my patience is thin, and my tolerance is at an all time low, I was short, curdt, and kinda pissy to my friend Tyler earlier on the phone I feel rather guilty of that too..and that really isnt like me, I think that when I regain my bearings, and cool down a few thousand levels Ill apologize to him.
Then to top it all off, Hubby was being a total prick and came off w/ some snarky comment over dinner which just ruined the entire experience for me. Boy did he piss me off, and we didnt speak a word to eachother the entire meal, our roommate Wade was uncharacteristically quiet I noticed..maybe he too noticed that the cloud of tension at the dinner table couldve been cut clean through w/ a butter knife.
Im NOT letting Hubby off the hook either,...FUCK THAT! Hes in the room w/ a pickel puss looking all kinds of pissed off, fuck it....That was TACKY of him to confront me like that, [in front of our roomate noless} and I let him know that too, maybe Ill just go out for a drive to cool off and refrain from listening to anything that can fuel my anger..ANYTHING angry and confrontative musicwise is sounding really good as of now ie: Cannibal Corpse,Dark Funeral,Gorgoroth..get the picture?? fast and frantic & manic..thats the speed Im at now.

I picked the WRONG week to quit smoking cigarettes...FRANKKUBB