A BIG Sigh of Relief...

As of late I honestly couldnt tell you what the hell has been going on with me internally on top of the mega rapid weight loss (11 lbs in LESS THAN 2 weeks..) and the *ahem* loose bowels, persistent cough, the phleghm-wheezing so I mustered the courage to go to Chase Braxton Health Clinic in Baltimore, I needed some piece of mind and the way my mind wanders, and my OVER active imagination I thought it would be necessary to get an HIV test, after the horrible nights sleep I had last night tossing and turning paired up with some vividly fucked up dreams which I wont get into, I awoke feeling strung out and a feeling equal to being dopesick to my stomach all morning.
I swear the time dragged 20 fold, 5 minutes seemed like 20 and 20 minutes seemed like an hour, and so on....Well in a nutshell, my results came out negative..WOO-HOO! I see myself have many cocktails tonight w/ Hubby, Ralph, Greg and Wade (roomate);

LOST

11lbs of weight +
189lbs of worry
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= piece of mind!